Out Of My Cave

     Sad story but true. To you from me. I have now for 13 years have suffered from grief and loss of my two little boys. Their was a house fire and we all for got got except for two of my boys. Their loss hurts so much this time of year. I am getting better each year like thanksgiving, christmas. As I sit outside to night crying, I thought to be able to help might be a daily blog, So why not try it out. What can it hurt I already hurt. It is cold outside, I only hear the Jets taking off, but still something is missing. I feel tonight like my heart is been ripped out of me. On the 31st of January will be the day it makes the 13 anniversary of their deaths. What to do, how to cope, and what to do? These are questions I ask myself. I have a degree in psychology and have wrote many papers on this, and still can't find the answer to help myself.....